hmm..

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i wanna be these girls.

i don't need lovin' and i don't need hellp

i did 7 new things last night.

7.

when was the last time you did 7 new things in one night?

i recommend you try it sometime.

stop trying to over analyze. it is what it is.

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everything was beautiful and nothing hurt

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i'd kill for some tan lines.

trash

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i've been wearing the same clothes for six days straight.

at least i've been showering.

be happy for the simple things.

my art has been looking like garbage.

i can't seem to fix it.

kind of like everything else.

my families backhanded comments sting worse than normal.
i want to leave.
party until i don't feel anymore.

i need more friends.

i'm stuck in this house for what seems like forever.

it's spring break.

it's a shit hole.

staying up late

flying

it's like learning how to exist all over agian.

it's weird.

the symptoms

eyes are dry, scratchy.

but able to tear up at a moments notice.

heart is beating funny.

nervous and anxious for no reason.

i am a mess.

pretending to be ok.

pretty polaroids

source

so beautiful.

i'd like to hop into these

polaroids and never come back.

my very own

wonderland.

the boys wanna be her

the best advice i've ever gotten

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"You are smart.  Trust your heart and the voice inside you."

my mother is the smartest person i know. i took her advice today. somethings are so hard that you can't imagine going through with it, but you do. i feel renewed. someday i will fly. solo or as a couple. no matter what happens i will stay true to myself. i am proud of my choices. i AM smart.

hey soul sister

i'm aquarius. she's capricorn.

"These signs can totally torture each other, even when there's great affection between them. Capricorn is literal-minded; Aquarius likes to improvise. Capricorn does step one, two, three. Aquarius does step three,section B, back to step one, skip ahead to step twenty. Earthy Capricorn can be delighted at Aquarius' imagination and energy, while Aquarius enjoy the encouragement and stability that Capricorn can provide."

-The Astrological Elements by Sally Cragin

it's amazing how spot on this is.

i am enjoying home, but boredom is creeping in.

giving me way too much time to think.

my mind is not a fun place to be right now.

aching, breaking

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these stuid pictures make my heart hurt.

stuid heart.

stupid pictures.

Your Song - Kate Walsh

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Haven't you heard?
I'm stuck on a face
I'm stuck on a boy who feels me with joy
I knew I was wrong to
jump straight on into the picture so pretty
But he is so pretty to me

And he doesn't know just how far I would go

Just to kiss him

He doesn't doesn't know I pine

So I make whirlpools
And watch him sparkle
And we'll make love make magic

And haven't you heard?

I thought I had first

And he loves me so

We're two in a row

Just look in his eyes

They're blue as the skies

are picture so pretty

but he is so pretty to me

So I make whirlpools
And watch him sparkle
And we'll make love make magic

But I couldn't tell you

Just tell that it takes you

'Cause words don't make

what I make with you

Haven't you heard?
I'm stuck on a face
I'm stuck on a boy who fills me with joy
I knew I was wrong
to jump straight on into this picture so pretty
but he is so pretty to me

to feel the wind under my wings

i just want to fly.

get away.

i need to feel free.

don't take it the wrong way.

it's something that can't be contained.

i can not control it.

i have to fly.